Am I thinking too much or less..?

Recently I'm starting to neglect my studies due to tonnes of linked possibilities going across my mind . To be frank here , are my friends , neglecting me ..? Feels weird , ya right , but it just feels that way . I shouldn't be negative I know , I always try to keep a optimistic mind always but that! Doesn't work out as planned always .. Hey Serene , You're the best , I repeat the best study partner one could ever have , also as a friend , you're the one who gets in the depths of all my troubles last year , Thank you! :) Backspace . backspace . backspace . Life's like a roller coaster ! Will I be the one who throws up during the downs or one who jumps with anticipation for the ups ? Let time decide !

Mirrors and Camels

Hey you.I really want to get to know you better from so many angles .. But then, the way of life of us is just so different , our personality differs from time to time and yea .. I do enjoy sitting in front of you in the lab , even when I keep quiet , just looking at you , makes me feel great! :)

Maybe .. Just Maybe ...

Maybe , I could be anyone . Maybe just maybe I could be the person in your dreams . Maybe I had the wrong perception. Maybe just maybe you were just an illusion ? Maybe just maybe . So call me maybe ? Hahas Great day at SR today :) Maybe it's time to think out of the box , Einstein much? Hahas 😝

You as the sole tree in the forest .

My mom . She's the best to confront to . Stories goes . Let's just now name the girl of my dreams as 'Tree' . I have known tree since I was enrolled in a History tuition class back in June 2011. The first glimpse I looked at her was ever so void and empty . However , as our path crossed , we got to know each other more , being good friends but deep down inside of me . I wanted to become more , RESTRAINS . RESTRAINS . I had to suppress my feelings and succumb to my responsibilities . This caused us to grew further apart , being Friendzoned , I find myself in a position that advancing was never an option . I opt to be closer to her , a thousand words I want to say to her but every time, every moment when we're head to head together , I am never myself . I try to be , but I'm just not myself . To a certain degree, I'm asking my own self , how to be own self ..? Bewildered . I look up , I ponder upon the sky .

Reverse gravity effect with my sis 😃

Oh yeah , It's a failed shot I know ! :D However, we used an hour to take this shot , More to come , Stay tuned :P

Time to find out the de-stress factor.

A place finally to dedicate my thoughts and opinion on my life as it is now . Classmates in class are just so straight forward when it comes to relationship matters , as they tend to gush out all their juvenile thoughts through speech . If you're interested in that girl for some absent-minded reason just go with it! Don't discuss it literally beside of me , just to test do I really care , well , guess what? I really don't . You wanna spoil your future , go ahead ! I don't care . You , used to be my one and true brother , now , in class, who are the ones that really don't make fun of you , accept you for who you are , that's basically one's true buddy . Jealously arouse when one is unable to achieve something while another party gets it , it's actually a human instinct that enables survival , but nowadays , it's just a useless emotion ! 'You doing that thing you do , breaking my million pieces , like you always and you , don't mean to be cruel , you don't even know about the heartache , I'll be going through ... Well , I try and try you girl but it's so hard to do , every time you do that thing you do.....' Well , Life goes on , Let's head on , Stay Strong Jacob! :D

Welcome :)

What lies ahead is a blog that is filled with my wildest imagination and a blog which portrays what is seen through my perspective of life . 'Peek-Through-My-Lens' is generally a site where I share my photos and life experiences . The path that I have walked is not without rain and snow , but I'm happy to say , I'm progressing . :) So hey , Stay tune to this blog ! 01/08